Looking Toward the Bay

She stood there as still as she could be
With the wind blowing through her hair and with only the past she could see
All the chaos she did not intend to cause
After it happened she became stiff and paused
A few minutes later she came back to reality
Quickly and scared, she went to the cliff to flee
Again the images came rushing through her darkened mind
Unfortunately she put her soul on the line
Her sanity slowly begins to fly away
While she looks off the cliff at the unforgiving bay
Remembering the past hurt her deep inside
All she could do was regret and deny
She criticizes herself, it was all her fault
She is melting away like water with some salt
She wants to make it better, make it all go away
She looked closer to the edge and looked at the bay
The water thrashing around under the cliff
Might make all the torturous guilt lift
The waves were unforgiving and filled with abhorrence
Everything she thought now made no sense
She stood there confused contemplating life and death
Her past kept reminding her that she had nothing left
Should she or shouldn’t she jump into the bay
Just to make her shocking past go away
Her sanity is gone and is slowly decaying
She just wants a new beginning
standing there with nothing left
Living but not wanting her death
Her past haunts her decrepit mind
Hoping that her past she couldn’t find
She ran away from her hurtful past
She hopes that her life just wouldn’t last
Blaming herself makes the malice stay
She’s reminded of her past as she looks at the thrashing bay
Contemplating whether to live or die
As she look at the bay she let out a lonely sigh
Her life is worthless, she wallows in her nothingness
All she wants to do is let her past rest
Just let her past drown slowly in the bay
Making all her misery slowly lift away
She knows she can’t live her life like this
Knowing that freedom does not exist
She wants to end her life and free her soul
Destroying her past is her top goal
Annulations of her past and what reminds her of it
She’s quietly looking at the bay, at the edge of the cliff
Whether to live or whether to die
She can’t find the answers to send her spirits high
Quickly she stands and walks off the cliff
Finally her dreaded past begins to lift